Wacky moods

Please help me understand or at least realize I’m not the only one and its normal!!! I’m only 11 weeks today and my mods have been from one extreme to the next. Happy(very seldom) to paranoid(mostly all the time). I am angry today and anxious almost every day. I take buspar 3 times a day and it doesn’t seem to help. Any of you ladies experience this? What did you do to help? I’m a stay at home mom and would like to get a job but scared I won’t be able to keep it with my anxiety so high.