I want a baby so badly. My fiance and I are not trying/not preventing. I'm ok with not full on trying. We're ready for a baby, but also ok if it takes some time. The sucky thing is that I keep having dreams that I'm pregnant. I took a nap today and had a dream that I took a pregnancy test. It was positive. I told my fiance that I was pregnant. He was so happy. We were so happy and excited... and then I woke up. I know it'll happen eventually and we're not fully trying. So, I shouldn't be so hard on myself. It's just hard sometimes.