My husband is at the hospital and we're In the waiting room I walk off to ask a nurse something

And when I come back I see him talking to this beautiful girl and I know for a fact he'd never do anything

Buttttt

I got a weird feeling in my stomach and when I walked up they were talking about piercings he asked me to show her my septum ring flipped

And my jealous stupid ass said "no" with an attitude and made a face and sat down

He looked at me so mad and confused

I feel so stupid ig i just lost it bc I look greasy I just got off work and I generally hate my appearance but after work I hate it even more

And she was just so pretty and I am so fucking gross god I hate myself

Why am I like this I literally just wanna cry because I know I'm so gross and she was so pretty and just the thought of him even remotely thinking she was cute

Just makes me feel like shit and I hate it

I hate that I get so jealous over nothing idek If I was jealous I just idk

Ok sorry rant over