Today I decided to end a very toxic/abusive relationship with the person I was in love With for 7 Years. It hurt like hell to have to come to terms with the fact that he was super unhealthy for me however, I know that staying would have been worse. I’m hoping that the hurt goes away soon and Im forgiving myself for staying so long. I just wish that things played out differently because I do/ did love him. However I’m learning that I matter more and I’m worth more than the abuse, torment, and hurt feelings/soul that I have experienced!