Today...

Aliyah

Today I decided to end a very toxic/abusive relationship with the person I was in love With for 7 Years. It hurt like hell to have to come to terms with the fact that he was super unhealthy for me however, I know that staying would have been worse. I’m hoping that the hurt goes away soon and Im forgiving myself for staying so long. I just wish that things played out differently because I do/ did love him. However I’m learning that I matter more and I’m worth more than the abuse, torment, and hurt feelings/soul that I have experienced!

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Believe me it take time sometimes more than you think you can handle. I was in your boat just please no matter what he says or how much you love him don’t go back. They never change and know you are worth more! I would recommend counseling or a dv group it’s been almost three years and I still have nightmares and a hard time functioning. The internal scares may never go away so be prepared and find someone to talk to, it goes get easier I promise and you will learn to love yourself and become independent and that is a reward in itself!

Al

Aliyah • Jan 29, 2018
I’m very proud of you! I’m glad that you are in a better place and I’m hoping to get there as well! It’s so good to know that I am not alone in this!

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Rebecca • Jan 29, 2018
Big hugs, I still cry sometimes, it’s better to let it out than hold it in. I have all sorts of issues from the aftermath of the abuse I was put through and I literally have to take it day by day. I know I’m getting stronger and with help of family and my fiancé I have come a long way.

Al

Aliyah • Jan 29, 2018
Thank you so much for your encouraging words, I’ve been crying all day. It’s just super hard to believe that allowed myself to be in this situation for so long. I know his patterns and don’t plan to take him back he never changes and never apologizes because he sees nothing wrong with how he treats me. I’m going to find a group or a counselor soon I recently joined a anger management group as well, I realized that being with him so long and enduring what I did left me angry as well and before him I wasn’t angry and don’t want to be.

Li

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I know it hurts now but Good For You!! Best Decision you could make for the long run!!!
I know it hurts now but Good For You!! Best Decision you could make for the long run!!!I know it hurts now but Good For You!! Best Decision you could make for the long run!!!

Li

Lindsay 🌺 • Jan 29, 2018
Oh trust me, there will be plenty!! 😊

Al

Aliyah • Jan 29, 2018
Thank you! I’m hoping for better days.