I wish I had someone to take me of a get away before this child comes. A friend, family, anyone.. I don't need anything sexual. That's what most men would expect though right? Me and the father aren't on good terms. He has tried to manipulate and control my actions too many times. Physically, mentally, verbally abusive. Keeps giving me excuses, and can hardly take care of himself as it is. I am finally restarting. 32 weeks pregnant. Before my child comes I wish I could just get away somewhere. Enjoy nature, relax before this beautiful little girl becomes my side kick. My life has taken a 360.. to say the least and I rather be alone then stressed. Just dreaming.....