Lose all of your knowledge the last few weeks?

Anyone? I swear 🤦🏼‍♀️ This is my 4th pregnancy (3rd baby) - although my last baby was born in 2005 😳 and I swear I’ve lost all common sense when it comes to pregnancy. I’m having a csection (my 3rd because I fail to progress) on the 15th. So, 17 days left and everyday I get this feeling today’s the day 🤦🏼‍♀️ When in reality I know it’s not and I know the odds of me actually going into labor are very slim. For instance it’s 4:30 and I keep waking up with a dull ache. Is it Braxton Hicks? Is it a real contraction? Is she hitting a nerve? Was I sleeping wrong? Was it the mozzarella sticks I ate? 😂 I mean good lord woman. I think it’s the combination of all of the pelvic pressure I’ve been having and the tightness of my stomach that is throwing me off. I mean I know I’m not going into labor but these last few weeks are going to make me a nutcase 😩