Out again.

I’m out once again. This will be five months trying. And this month I’m not sad or depressed, I’m frustrated and angry. I really thought this was the month (we did miss our peak opk day tho...) The emotions you go through wanting something so bad is devastating each month with af showing up. She was literally right on time too. I don’t want to give up trying, but I’m scared because my doc told us to come back if it hasn’t happened trying for six months. Part of me wants to wait it out but the other part doesn’t want to give up hope. Im stuck and frustrated and just ugh.