the truth about the drug you did, it was meth, I'll never forget the first time someone told me you were a drug addict, i didn't know what addiction was, i was a child. it was 2007 I'll never forget that first prison visit, seeing you in that tan DRC uniform, but you were sober for the first time in three years it was sad being a child and realizing this man i looked up to who was suppose to be my example of what a man was hadn't shown me any of these things, but i knew what a crack pipe was, and a meth rig, but that never stopped me from defending you, your my dad, and no matter what i still love you, now im 22 and pregnant, with your first grandchild, his name is Able, unfortunately you won't get to meet him, because you chose to relapse after 10 years, i still love you dad, and ill do anything to protect my son from that life style, do you knoe what its like to be a child of a drug addict? i do, every day someone ask me about you abd your addiction, but now its starting to affect my step siblings, how do you tell a child that their mom and step dad do drugs and are locked up? how do you tell them that their mother is going to miss their next bithday and Christmas? you wouldn't know dad because my mother always did that, she always made sure we were straight, but my step sister and brother don't have a parent to make sure they straight so I'll step up and be the parent once again, hopefully this is the last time for you, my step mom was sober and good never been in trouble before you dad, but you cause destruction everywhere you go dad but i still love you dad and 22 and pregnant or not i need you to get sober please. sincerely the child of an addict.