I sometimes feel so terrible, like I'm a horrid mom. Especially when she cries, and I can't calm her down. Or when I forget to check the bottle temp and it's too hot and she starts screaming. Or when I am too tired to properly take care of her, so I push her off onto my boyfriend to deal with. And then I also feel like I am not being a good enough homemaker when I don't have time to cook for him, or clean, or do the laundry. This isn't supposed to be a rant, or a pity party, I just figured that a lot of us are going through the same thing, and it might help to know that. Also, don't give up. It will get better. There are times that make all of this heartache worth it. 🙂❤️