love and then good bye

Nik

I loved you since i met you...and I met you in the most intense way possible...at 19 you told me to find a better man...I thought he was a better man...and for 11 years he tangled my mind and had be believing he was all I ever needed...I ended that finally...narcissist don't let go easily..here I am 11 years later with my arms opened to you...you took me in your arms whispered you loved me...that you would help me...you never did. instead you denied me and I feel rejected...I am broken and you broke me further...I cry at night and try to convince myself I'm alright.