Still Don’t Know What I’m Doing

Maybe this is because I’m sleep deprived, but sometimes I feel so overwhelmed because I still get hit with waves of feeling like I have no idea what I’m doing.

Like I don’t really have a schedule, I’m stuck on nursing to sleep, crib transition is rocky, what are you supposed to do with your baby all day when they’re awake and don’t play with toys yet?

I love my baby so much but the self doubt, anxiety about doing it right, and sleep deprivation makes me yearn for a time machine so I can skip ahead to the “fun stuff”

Just had to get that out.