Got the worst news ever I’ve been crying all day IVF*

I’ve been trying to get pregnant for years and today I start fertility treatment I went in and I instantly knew it was bad so both of my tubes are fully blocked and my doctor even thinks they are damaged I’m having surgery on Friday to unblock my tubes if they can but he said I have to make a choice before Friday if they are really damaged during surgery to remove both my tubes I really don’t want that I’m so hurt I will NEVER HAVE KIDS ON MY OWN!!! I’ve been trying for 7 years he said I could try

IVF after the surgery IVF

is so expensive and I don’t want to have to go through

IVF every time I want kids I want 5 kids I can’t do this I’m so hurt 😢😢 all I keep asking is why me