i am sad

I am sad that my husband and I don't have sex regularly and I've just been reaching for sex toys when the needs occur

our relationship and marriage is fine, he's got a very low sex drive. I keep convincing myself I can deal with this and physically, I am. emotionaly, it's much harder. I really miss the intimacy and emotional connection (sounds soooo cheesy).

yesterday he came up to me and kissed me so good. like man, it was SO GOOD and I started crying because I miss it SO MUCH. its embarassing and I feel ridiculous.

he knows how much it impacts me and its something he's working on.

anyway, I'm fine it's fine I'm human it's ok