Finally feel somewhat ready to test 🙃😥

I'm 4 days late now. I just keep over thinking and stressing myself out more than need be. I finally somewhat have the courage to go buy a pregnancy test. Debating about testing either tonight or tomorrow for FMU. Apart of me feelings like I really could be pregnant🤰🏾. This is finally our month🤗!! But another part of me is so scared of seeing a BFN➖ pop up instead😔😭. Baby Dust ✨, prayers up 🙏and fingers crossed 🤞 for me loves 💞!!! Please be our Rainbow October baby!!!!!! 🌈👶🏽💜❤💖💛💚💙