My little angel

February 1st 2018 around 12am I started bleeding, the begginging of my 12th week in pregnancy. Cervix exam and ultrasound later I find out my baby has no heart beat and stopped growing around 8 weeks. I was told within a week I would experience a miscarriage. Not even 24 hours later and I started having contractions like intense contractions. They got closer together and lasted longer and soon after that I passed my angel baby. Then I sat in the tub and let my body pass placenta. Decided to go into the er and they let me pass lots of placenta. The on call OB came in and said she thinks my body will do this by itself but I have to schedule an appointment next week to make sure everything passed. So today is the first full day that I lost my baby. The sadness comes in waves. I miss you baby. You were going to have the greatest big brother. Rest in peace angel and know mommy loved you so much. I carried you for 12 weeks. Only 12 weeks and yet so much love had grown for you. I was looking forward to feeling you kick, reading to you in my belly, and holding you in my arms. All these things are finally sinking in. And I miss you. 💔💔