😫😫😭😭 am i going crazy girls

took my 10 year old boy to a trampoline place and burst out crying as a couple with new born baby sat at side of me 😭 pregnant women everywhere. am heartbroken from my miscarriage 9week ago . i treasure my boy and feel unbelievable lucky I have him. I just want to give him a sister are brother .. I want to get stretch marks, have big belly, have the morning sickness, peeing all time I want it all. 😥😫😭 please god let me have my rainbow baby soon 🙏 I just can't get my broken heart to heel guys