periods make me EXTRA horny🤦🏽‍♀️

so me and my boyfriend do not have sex on my period (just not our style) unless it’s shower sex. but the other night i really wanted my boyfriend, like REALLY. i have no idea what came over me but i couldn’t help but rub my ass on his crotch just to tease him. then he started rubbing on my boobs (which i like) but this time it was different. it just felt so good, i mean it usually feels good but when he started rubbing on my nipples i couldn’t stop moaning which doesn’t usually happen. at that point i just wanted him to fuck me but we calmed down before it actually did happen, period or not 😂 then the same thing happened last night again! i honestly cannot wait for my period to be over, he keeps telling me what he’s gonna do to me once i’m off it and that excites me! i don’t know why but lately i’ve just been wanting to please him, i mean i knew i was into the submissive stuff but i just want him to take control and tell me what to do, i just wanna do naughty stuff for him and only him. usually i don’t mind sucking his dick either but i want to when he asks me. i love it, i love that i can make him feel so good. sometimes i’ll be moaning while doing it and he probably thinks its just me getting tired but its me getting turned on...i don’t know if this is weird though..i mean he knows i like it rough but i’ve never told him i want him to tell me what to do and control me...i know i should be able to talk to him about that stuff but what if he’s not into it? he’s told me before that he thinks it’s unnecessary which is why i’m hesitant to tell him i guess...sorry for the long rant, just wanted to share how i’ve been feeling🤷🏽‍♀️😂