wish i could do casual sex🙄

honestly I'm so fed up with the emotional side of talking to someone cause it always seems to end badly for me. i get interested in someone then it just seems to cease. I wish I was thinner (I'm a bigger girl) and that I wasn't a virgin cause I would love to just meet up with people for casual sex, I really crave that kind of physical contact. guess I'll just resign myself to being a fat virgin for the rest of my life living with my cat🙄😂😂