Anyone been an a domestic marriage

I just wanted to know I am not alone and I am not a victim but I am strong and I will get through this . I don’t wanna talk about the story , but I just need empowerment . I feel like a dog begging cus I just wanna fix it . But here he is slapping me around choking my neck . I know I am not alone . I just need those other strong ladies who have or are going through it . It’s easy to say “leave “ but feet won’t move . Heart does but feet doesn’t . 😔