I can’t believe it

I have several different apps and they all said different days for my period so I figured i would just test today and get it out of the way. We have been trying for 9 months and this is the first month we didn’t even really try that much, we had sex every other day during the window one of my apps said was fertile ( even though other apps said the next week) 9 months of trying and finally a YES!!!! I burst into tears! This is my second baby and I’m super scared because my first son was such a difficult baby. and still is a difficult child. Never slept always crying! I had PPD for almost 16 months. But I will love this baby with all my heart even if it kills me! Which is might! Baby dust to everyone! I am hoping to keep it a secret from my husband will Valentine’s Day!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕