water broke at 20 weeks!~Update#2~

I couldn't even calm the thoughts running through my head when I realized what had happened. the drive to the ER seemed to take so long. I stared at the doctors as they confirmed my waters were gone and baby had a 1% chance of survival. termination was offered but I wouldn't accept the guilt of ending a pregnancy my husband and I tried so hard for, 18 months of fertility treatments is no joke! so I went home and waited for labor to start but it didn't. I spent 14 weeks total on bed rest and I'm Happy to say it was all worth it. my little guy was born at 34 weeks and is doing really well. it'll be awhile before he comes home but I'm grateful that I kept my faith.

Update #1

First off thank you sooo much to everyone who has upvoted and commented on my post. I can truly feel the love and support for my son and my family. He is making amazing progress everyday. Doctors think he may be able to transfer to a hospital closer to home by the end of next week. My munchkin also started to open his eyes today! I know its hard to see bit I can't stop staring at those baby blues!