Ttc frustration

We are ttc and I’ve been just trying to track ovulation. The test strips didn’t get darker than the control line but they did get darker from each other recently. We bd the day before I think I ovulated ( yesterday) but not the day of ovulation ( we drove across the country). I’m hoping this one took but I don’t feel like it did.

I’m just starting to think it won’t happen and it just hurts because a lot of people around me have gotten oops pregnancy.

Has anyone else felt this way? I just feel disappointed and let down.