Depressed AF

This week I have been so counterproductive at work. TTC is depressing. Every negative test. Every moment I feel like I’m pregnant and realize I’m not. I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep the year away. I didn’t know it would be this difficult for me. Didn’t know it would take so much away from me. Make me feel so small and insignificant as a woman. I don’t want to tell my partner this. Don’t want to be that vulnerable. I don’t want every negative test to be me falling apart in his arms. I feel so lost. So empty.