No period or positive in sight. 😭

My husband and i have been TTC since the beginning of September. The last period i had was that month granted i did just come off the pill so i thought my body was just getting back in the swing of things. Well it’s been 5 months now and my period has yet to show up as well as those two sweet little lines. I test almost every week and i dont want to get my hopes up this month as it’s been heartbreaking every test i take, but something about my body feels off this week. I dont know if my brain tricking my body because i want to be pregnant so so bad or if it’s my period lurking around to sneak attack me. Any advice you women have would be great! Thank you 😘😘