Anxiously awaiting

Does anybody else absolutely hate going to the bathroom because you’re terrified that you’re going to start your period. I’m supposed to start in the next day or two unless I’m pregnant and I’m just trying to hold off on taking a pregnancy test because I don’t want to get disappointed again. Everyone says don’t stress just have fun but it’s hard when it’s all you’ve wanted for years . I mean we do have fun but we still get our hope up . Lately I have had a fever of 100.5 for the last three days , the smell of meat makes me nauseous, slight cramping and oh so tired all the time almost out of it .. So I’m thinking am I pregnant or is it all just in my head.

Does anyone else feel like this