when you get bullied because of how you look

I was bullied all through middle and high school. it was to the point I almost had my skull cracked open in a fight because the girl slammed my head against a brick wall... all because I wasn't attractive and was an outcast. over the years a lot has changed in my end. her end not so much other than gaining over 80lbs... but that doesn't really mean anything to me because that would be bullying her based on her weight and looks. I know my looks have changed and so has my outlook on life. I was to the point I tried to kill myself by overdosing on Tylenol pm, I almost succeeded I was on my death bed literally... my liver was failing and I went into cardiac arrest. but I'm proud of how I look now and how I precieve myself and I'm proud of the hard work I've done to be mentally stable.

the bottom pic I was 14 and the other 2 are recent. I'm 19 now