Cutting a long story short my younger sister has always said really bad things about me threw my life when I was achieving things and as much as it has hurt me I let it go coz she is my sister ! Well when me and hubby fell pregnant with our first pregnancy she said she wanted to stab me in the stomache then 2 weeks later we miscarried our angel :( this was November! I have been trying so hard to be good to myself and chose to not talk to her anymore after that and now she is pregnant 12 weeks so straight after I lost mine !! Ladies I really need to talk my panick attack tonight and anxiety is so bad I’m guttered heart broken and angry please help with your thoughts !!!!!! 😢😓😓😓😓😓😓🙏🙏