Fingers crossed

Today is day one of my period being due (could really start any day from now to the 17th). Hoping it does not show since we are avoiding pregnancy the next 2 months. Hoping we timed things nicely this cycle. No AF symptoms yet, but that means nothing since 2 out of my three periods had no signs of them arriving either. Will test if I reach cd36. My shortest cycle had been 31 days since it returned, and longest 34 days. Afraid to get my hopes up though, our first was not easy to conceive. Ahhhhh trying not to symptom spot, and reminding myself I had no symptoms with my first until 6/7 weeks along.