Im officially 36 weeks and these boys are not showing any signs of making an appearance. I am so happy that they are healthy and content but I am sooooo tired of being pregnant... I can’t breathe and my body aches all the time and I am so sleep deprived I don’t know how I’m going to make it when the babies are here.

The mom guilt for wanting them out right this second keeps creeping up on me. I want with all my heart for them to be as big and healthy as possible... but I feel like I’m losing my mind. This last week and a half feel like a whole other 9 months I have to go. 😭 Please someone tell me I am not the only one feeling this way!