I don't know if I can do it.

I am so sick of being upset we have tried for a while to conceive and I'm just not sure I can handle another let down. Please help if you can I am only 9dpo so I'm not sure if it's too early to test. I posted my ovulation and a picture of the test I took today but I didn't take it with morning pee I took it when I got out of work. please help! Any thing helps! thank you!