What no body knows is that my baby girl saved my life. Before I found out I was pregnant I was at a very dark place. I was depressed and even had thoughts of suicide. I felt unhappy, worthless and stuck. I don’t even know why I felt that way. I forced myself to get out of the house when I never even wanted to leave my bed. My husband never knew because I would force a smile on my face. Everything changed when I found out I was pregnant. For the first time in a long time I was actually happy. I was excited to get up out of bed and begin my day. I felt like I have a purpose in life now. My baby is now 1 month and today I realized how much she has helped me. I completely forgot about how I had felt before. I don’t have those thoughts anymore. I’m finally happy again. If it wasnt for my baby I probably wouldn’t be here today.