This is a very hard post to write. Today we found out that our little 10 week old bump was gone. We saw the heart beat at 8 weeks and still have only had a small bit of brown discharge as any kind of symptom. It really was beyond a shock and emotionally incredibly hard to swallow as this is our first.

I’m just reaching out to anyone else who has been in a similar position, hoping to get some small glimmer of hope which doesn’t involve me blaming myself or questioning my choices whilst pregnant. My husband is a complete rock, but I know he’ll struggle to grasp the emotions of how it feels when you blame yourself for this.

I realise it isn’t my fault. But it doesn’t make it any easier. 10 weeks just felt like we were so close to being safe with the little bump. Life is sometimes so unfair