Boobs after bf

Ugh my baby is almost a year old and my boobs are just so ruined. I know there’s a genetic component bc some moms I see still have nice looking boobs. I feel lucky that my stomach didn’t get saggy or any stretch marks but my boobs on the other hand...

I had a b cup before. Extremely perky. Now (especially when they aren’t full of milk) they are just very empty feeling. And saggy. Even if I wear a push up bra it looks very weird, like instead of having cleavage, my skin just “folds” if that makes any sense. Does anyone else have this problem?

Also the skin on my breasts, mainly on the underside, is kind of crepe-y. My boob skin got stretched out so much when my milk first came in and just never snapped back like the skin on my stomach did.

I feel like I can never wear a traditional bikini top now because I’ll be self conscious. High neck halters for the win.