Keeping secrets...

So I am pregnant with my second child, 5W4D, and I don’t want to tell my mom this go around. With my first son everyone was excited EVERYONE! He was the first grandson, first great grandson, first everything on both sides of my family. Well this time, I’ve divorced and my child is by my new boyfriend. My family likes him and that’s not the problem, the problems is my mom has said stuff in the past like “I hope that’s your last” or “It’s a reason I just had one” and my favorite “What you need with more that him”..so I’m really not sure if I even want that stress right now.

Sn: I’m my mother’s only child and sometimes I hate it. I feel alone sometimes. If something happens to my mom I’m by myself to deal with it. I’ll have no one to share memories or the grieve with. I don’t want my son to ever be alone even if I’m nor here anymore.

My son will be 2 in July