No more intimacy often miscarriage

My husband is afraid of getting me pregnant again. I feel like when we lost our baby, we lost a very special side of our relationship too. He doesn’t look at me the same. It’s been since October 2017 since we lost our baby. I love my husband with all of my heart, and I know that we are not ready for a baby right now. The thought of never being a mother breaks my heart everyday. Even more when so when he pushes me away a take my hand throws in anger. My husband has never been angry man, but this loss has changed him.

Anyone else dealing or has dealt with losing sexual-drive?