PCOS sucks ( Need a place to vent)

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I just got diagnosed with PCOS November of 2017 but apparently I had it since I was in the 4th grade. I'm 24 now and want to have a child of my own. everyone around me is getting pregnant while I'm just being jealous and hurting and being emotional. I've been ttc for some years now and still nothing. since I been diagnosed, I have stopped drinking dairy products and slowed down from eating sugar and cheese, the things I like to eat. I started eating seafood, salads, and eating popcorn and taking myo insotil and chiro insotil ( the 40:1 ratio) and so far my weight has been going down but my periods have been missing in action and now it takes longer for it to come now. I don't know what to do anymore. And it one more person say pray about it or just have Patience I'm going to lose it.