Broody!!!!!

Help! I am soo in love with my nearly 10 week old and it's so beautiful having a baby in the house again after 7 years of trying. Allah Praise and Thanks to God. BUT I keep thinking about having another. I'm baffled. The last 10 weeks of pregnancy were awful, I had spd, sciatica, couldn't take anything for fibromyalgia so that was difficult too. Then at 41+2 days was induced and after around 8 hours of labour on only gas and air and getting to 8cm my little boy became distressed so I was rushed for an emergency section. The recovery was, quite frankly, horrific so..With all that in mind and with 3 other boy's. Why on earth am I so broody for another baby? 😂🤔