scared to test scared to hope.

Melanie

im a week late for AF...which is unusal for me. my breasts are very sore and im very sensitive both happens with pms with me...but my breast feel not only sore but very full and heavy and my sensitivity is somehow different too. no nasuea or other symptoms besides being tired. i have suffered 4 miscarriages a tubal and a devastating near full term still birth. i want to be a mama so much and at 37 , i feel my time is running short. i keep praying for my rainbow baby, keep praying i dont wake up bleeding and cramping with my period. i am putting off testing out of fear of heart breaking disappointment if it's neg. if it were you..how long would you wait to test passed your missed period?