Lonely

I’ve been married for almost 6 months. In the 6 years we’ve been together I have never felt so distant from my husband.

We took a commuter break a couples months before he proposed and he just admitted now a year and a half later that he was unfaithful to one of his friends. He said that they were dating and they love each other but he loves me more and that’s why he proposed to me. I just can’t trust him or get over it. I am constantly comparing myself to her and feel like I am not good enough.

I really don’t know where to go from here.