Little angel

After finding out i have triplets growing inside me, Ive been doing great the past few weeks. Aside from nausea and food issues. Ive been taking real good care of my body eating nothing but healthy. Recently over the weekend, i started bleeding or “spotting”. I read its normal to spot during pregnancy but that didn’t stop me from calling my boyfriend off work to get me to the ER at 12:30am. Found out that Sunday morning it wasn’t looking good. Had to schedule an emergency obgyn on Monday, about an hour away, just to see what the issue was. Turns out i had lost one. My baby. My close friends keep asking me if im ok? Does any miscarriage make you feel ok? Not really. I know it’s probably for the best and i knew it would happen but its still heart breaking to hear that a life you created is now gone. Im in a lot of pain, emotionally and physically. I don’t know why this happens but its not a good feeling. I wouldn’t wish this feeling of losing one on anybody. Im blessed enough to have two more and i couldn’t imagine if i had only one and lost that.