Here we go....just want to talk I guess....

So I don't know where to start... November of 2016 I had a miscarriage at 10wks it was terrifying I didn't have a DNC I did it all natural so I got to see my baby it was the hardest thing I think I've ever been through God just knew we were not ready at that time. With my last pregnancy they found that had precancerous cervical cancer cells if I had never got pregnant I probably would not have found them when I did and it could have turned into something worse so in a way I'm glad that I got pregnant when I did but also I'm very sad that we lost it but this cycle we have decided to start trying. I guess I just want the support and the love from other people who have gone through the same thing I don't have many friends who have gone through a miscarriage so I don't have many people to talk to. I don't really talk publicly about this either so this is the first time I've done that. okay well sending all the baby dust and my love to all the women out there trying to conceive after their loss. and if this sounds like a bunch of rambling it might be I've never done this before so bear with me I love you all out there glow is like a extended family of people just wanting to help and I like that