I want to be a MILF

Idk I always wanted to get more fit and feel sexy and confident. But after having a baby I have this fire in me. Like, I don't want to let myself go just because I became a mom. I don't want my old group of friends to view me as let go and frumpy. I used to get dolled up and go out dancing. And it was nice to get attention. Me and my husband have a good relationship where sometimes I'd go out with my girls and sometimes he'd go out with his guys and sometimes we'd go out together. And if someone asks me to dance it's perfectly fine. I go to Latin clubs so it's normally bachata or merengue or something. No grinding. Now when I see my friends going out and doing fun things and they look so amazing, it makes me feel... mehhh. I want to be on that level, mom or not.

This is from when we first met, before we started dating. I was probably like 145/150lbs.

The baby and our arms block my chub. Christmas 2017. Baby girl is 1 month old.

My pre-pregnancy jeans at 3months postpartum. With major muffin top. The black shirt hides it.

Same pants pre-pregnancy.

So far I was 188lbs at the end of my pregnancy and I'm down to 174lbs.. but I'm only 5'2... so that's a lot. I want to get to 135lbs.