Ecstatic that spotting has come to an end, Im left with white to light brown thick sticky discharge... next gynea appointment 26/02/2018 - cant wait!!

my body feels like its going through hell and back... waking up late and crampy, nauseous driving to work, then an hour or two of complete harmony and then bang! I feel like someone has scarred my insides, I feel completely worn out and I get hunger pangs but no appetite... then closer to going home I feel extremely anxious..a million things go through my mind. I worry about how I am going to manage at home with my current self with my two year old son and about whether my hubby will be drinking lightly or heavily.... I have become so lazy and indifferent