Need help *trigger*

Paige • Trying for 🌈👶🏻 21 years old

My due date is on the 27th I miscarried back in July i feel so depressed and angry I don’t want this day to come I should be having my baby soon but instead im trying to conceive my rainbow baby with no luck I want to do something special that day but having a hard time figuring out what to do can anyone help me with ideas ???