Am I a bad person?

Am I a bad person for being a little jealous that my friend who has been trying for less time than we have been, a small amount different like 2 months less, said she’s pregnant? I’m beyond happy for them but can’t help but feel like how come we couldn’t get our positive? I only just ovulated so there’s a chance for our month too. But with getting stark white negatives I worry it won’t happen. We can’t bd often from opposite schedules. We did get to the day before my peak and right at the beginning of my window. Idk I feel terrible feeling jealous but can’t help it. I also feel extremely happy so I’m and emotional roller coaster over here.