I don't know what I'm feeling

Idk how to feel. Excited. Nervous. Happy. Scared. So emotional. Just had my 38 week apt. My BP was 144/85. No protein in my urine so that's a good thing. But he went ahead and did a membrane sweep even though they usually don't do them until 39 weeks. He said he only got it partially bc my cervix was too high but he made me bleed so he must have done something that worked. I also feel like im starting to have more stomach tightening but no pain since he did it. I 'm still 3 cms dilated and pretty effaced which is the same as last week. But he said he doesn't want me going over 39 weeks bc of my BP. So if he doesn't come naturally this weekend, I'll be induced next week. So crazy to think I'm having my baby this week!!