Do i deserve to be upset?

Sophia

So my boyfriend (well now ex) was ignoring me the entire week. He wouldn’t text me, call me, FaceTime me, snapchat me, he would ignore me at school, basically just blocking me out. So I️ asked him if everything was okay and if I️ did something wrong or was he just busy and he said “I️m just focused on school I️ guess” and I️ was like oh thats okay Sorry I️ just thought I️ did something wrong.

Then he says “ but I️ feel like we have been drifting apart “

no fucking shit Sherlock u have been ignoring me this entire week. But of course being the nice person that I️ am and try to please everyone I️ say “ yea I️ agree”

He then goes on to explain how I️m “too needy” and I️ constantly ask to meet up and that I️ text and Snapchat him too much. Like wtf do you expect I️m your fucking girlfriend, I️m supposed to get attention not just sit there and be called “your girlfriend”

But he was saying how I️t was getting awkward when we were hanging out, but lemme tell u, he was he one being awkward. I️ would always try to keep a conversation going and he would just kinda shut I️t down and give me like a one word answer

Then he said “so do you think we should break up” MIND YOU THIS IS ALL OVER TEXT AND I️ WAS PISSED AS SHIT, like if you wanna talk to me... do I️t in person pussy

But again I️m also a pussy and wont actually speak out and tried to please him so I️ said

“By the way things are going I️ think so, what do you think?”

He says “yea probably, I️t would make us both feel a lot better, especially because we both find eachother attractive. But I️ think we just go back to being friends again like we were before because I️ wanna keep that”

I️ was like “ok sounds good”

But what really got me mad was that he texted me this morning saying that he lost interest mainly because I️ was “so needy” and I️ should work on that for future relationships.

Me being needy was asking to hangout on weekends and Fridays or whenever he was free

Hanging out with him in the hallways or when we had frees

Calling or FaceTiming him so we could study together or just talk

And on some occasions text or snapchat

But now as I️m writing this i am kinda thinking like, was I️ too needy?

(Sorry this was so long)