I officially found out I was pregnant the day before my birthday and I was so happy. Me and my guy weren't expecting it at all because I had an ectopic pregnancy with him in 2014 and hadn't gotten pregnant since. Well I went to the emergency room a few days ago because I was seeing some bleeding and the doctor told me that things seemed ok. My levels were in the 900s, which he said was fine because it was so early on, and my cervix was closed. The bleeding stopped for a few days and I thought everything was fine, that I was finally going to get my miracle baby. Then the bleeding started again yesterday, I wasn't cramping or anything bit went back to the er just to make sure the baby was ok. Then the doctor told me my levels had dropped to the 100s and my heart shattered. This is the 3rd child I've lost and I can't take this pain anymore. And on top of this, my little sister will be having her baby any day now and I have to be happy for her while my whole world is falling apart. I'm so miserable