Attracted to women...and my husband 🤔

Ive always been more sexually attracted to women than men, I’ve played around with women before I got married but never anything serious. Im more attracted to them but when I was with them it just felt wrong to me emotionally. Sexually I loved it but I connected emotionally with men. I wanted to be with a man. I’m married now and I love my husband sooo much! I’m attracted to him and we have a great sex life. Lately I’ve been having dreams about falling in love with a woman. I’m still more attracted to women than men. He knows this about me but we don’t talk about it because it makes him furious. He knows I played around with girls in the past and it makes him jealous and angry to talk about it or think about it. Can anyone relate? What do you think about this?